Back to TO

I’ve got a lot on my mind today and a ton of work to do/catch up on since my computer freaked out earlier this week so no Show & Tell today.

As you know I’ve been in Florida off and on (mostly on) since November and I’ve created a nice little life down here, while continuing my agency and online work.  I have to come back to Toronto (next Tuesday night to be exact) and I am having major mixed emotions about it.  I miss my friends in the city but I don’t miss the city at all right now.  I kind of feel a little out of place and not too sure where I fit in right now.  I’m sad to leave this beautiful, sunny little island and the laid back attitude of life down here, and especially sad to leave Jason.  I also don’t know if I’m really ready to get back into the real world that is Toronto.  A lot has happened and changed since October of last year and I don’t know how I’m going to react to being back.

Timed photo - for Aimers 🙂

I’ve been sitting on the fence about where I want to live since December and I’m still not sure what I want to do.  I never thought I’d want to move from Toronto but now I’m not so sure.  I have people on either sides pushing for one way or another and I’m just not ready to make a decision or go back.

I am looking forward to seeing everyone and will be back for some great events.  My agency is sponsoring the Hummel Entertainment CMW Showcases – featuring Hey Romeo, Dawson Reigns, Chris Assaad & Tenille, which will be a really great show.  And of course  Down With Webster’s show at Massey Hall.  I do really miss seeing the Webster family.  Can’t wait to hang and catch up with everyone.  Plus it’s Aime’s birthday and I can’t wait to see her again.  I’ll also have a bunch of meetings that will keep me busy as well, but I am so not looking forward to the cold.

I really want to continue to travel and work online.  I’m going to try my hardest to do that and I hope it works out.  Gonna go through my storage unit and sell/get rid of a ton of stuff.  If anyone is looking for furniture/housewares look out for my listings next week.

What would you do if you were me?


  • Lauren

    You gotta go where you feel like you fit, and it feels right to be there.
    It’s hard to leave anywhere you have people you love (especially if that’s 2 places right now) it’ll be a tough choice either way.

    Weigh the options and do what you need to do for you!
    Good Luck

    Lauren from ChickAdvisor

    • Thanks for the advice Lauren. I’ve got to figure it out sooner or later. Sitting in a snowstorm today is making Florida look waaaay better right now 🙂

  • Her Bombness

    No matter where you are we’ll always be friends, just a plane ride away :-). (I’m on the Slimfast for my April trip already!) I felt/feel the same way about the city now. I miss people but nothing else, I love to visit and look forward to returning home.

    Pinkers heart and happiness is the mostest important thing. If Florida is the place where you shine then go for it. If not, come back or move to Paris (Furpants would look great in a beret) or Thailand…the possibilites are limitless.

    Go get ’em Pink Tiger!


    • I <3 you and I'm so glad we're still friends. It's definitely been a complete change for me to be out of the city life and I think that I really needed it. I'm over winter and snow and am really hoping I can do winters somewhere warm and TO in the summer Can't wait to visit with you here!

  • stay in florida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • It’s sooo nice here on this little island. I think I’m going to come back… at least until it warms up, up North.

  • Shady Lady

    Follow your heart, Babe! Change is good and moving forward is never a sin. Growing and learning is what it is all about. I would love to touch base and catch up with you while you are in T.O.

    • I miss you so much my beautiful lady. Love you and let’s catch up when I’m home. xox

  • I would go where your heart is the happiest. Flights are so cheap now to go back and forth between Florida and Ontario that you can visit anytime. But what place makes you wake up happy, what face do you want to see each morning, what makes you smile and feel content each and every day. They say home is where the heart is but I think home is wherever your heart is the happiest.

    • I completely agree with you. I think my heart is definitely on this island right now and it makes me happy to take the time to “stop and smell the roses”. I was so used to the high stress and hustle & bustle of the city that I didn’t realize I missed the little things in life. I’m lucky enough to work mostly online and would love to fly back and forth. Just need to get myself a TO homebase and life will be perfect!